Call it mood swings.
Call it indecisive.
Call it emotional.
Call it what you will.
My moods and feelings are changing without warning right now. Depending on what time of day you talk to me, my feelings will vary. You talk to me now, I'm hopeful for things to work out for us. You talk to me an hour ago, I'm thinking, "Yeah the decision had been made, you can't change it now." One minute I may want to drown in sorrow, the next I may be angry beyond all reason. I could be laughing it up, having a good time, only to be found with frown on my face a few minutes later.
There is no predicting it.
As each new bit of the story is revealed, the way I view the situation can completely change.
I just want this chapter to come to it's end already.